Exam, Knife and Love

Had my last CA for FE1007 today.

Screwed it up.

Maths is supposed to be fun.

But careless mistakes always ruin the fun.

I forgot to do a simple step, and just sat there for 15 minutes without knowing how to start the question.

How stupid can I get?

I have another speech and Korean listening test coming up.

After that it's the finals.

I look forward to the life after exams.

Only if I'm in the mood to enjoy it, though.

I was going to draft my speech before I sleep.

But two things caught my attention.

One is the news of an NTU student attempting suicide today.

Apparently she was found with knife inside her head.

KNIFE INSIDE HEAD??

That's like some horror movie.

Now she's in the hospital.

I wonder what caused her to try to die in such a gruesome way...

Stress?

I don't know...

But I hope people can treasure their lives more...

You only get to live once...

Another thing was Miaojing's updates on her birthday event.

Sadly, I have been so busy mugging that I forgot about her birthday.

Apparently I haven't been checking facebook recently.

I don't know why but I'm just bad at remembering people's birthdays.

And names.

The only thing I'm good at remembering are faces.

Anyway, so she shared some pics taken during her birthday party.

Apparently her bf had given her a very huge surprise.

And she was touched.

Yeah, it was just like a scenario that I thought would only happen in a love drama.

If I were a girl, I'd be touched too.

Not to mean anything, but she really became very beautiful after finding a bf.

So it's true that women get prettier when they are in love.

I feel happy for her finding the right guy.

At the same time, I'm also a bit envious, despite me being a guy.

I don't think I would be able to do to someone I like what her bf did.

Thinking about it made me a bit sad.

Once again, congrats!

And happy belated birthday!

Soy Sauce

Ok, sorry.

I take back what I said in my previous post.

I think I am a very bad guy.

So bad that sometimes I'm totally disgusted by what's in my mind.

Yes I'm a very dangerous person.

Come near me if you dare.

Nothing much to update nowadays.

Just still busy mugging as usual.

Next week is the last week before exams.

Doomsday is coming soon.

Yeah, I know I'm totally doomed already.

But thinking that way won't help.

So it's better to spend more time mugging.

Do as much as I can.

I find it quite ironic that I need HMK1 Korean Language, which I intended to S/U, to help me pull up my grades now. That's the module I'm doing best so far...

Played another day with pink stones at HwaChong.

Somehow I got champion.

But the Go I played was utterly bad.

One game I was leading by a huge amount, but in the end I screwed up and had to resort to winning by time.

I hated it.

The game I played with Yifei today also.

I was winning but made a move without even thinking.

In the end almost lost.

I'm not happy with almost 80% of all recent games I play.

Another off form period for Sadaharu?

I don't know.

And I don't really have time to worry about this now.

Good and Bad

Sometimes.

I think I am a good guy.

Just that.

It may not be a good thing.

Only less than 1 month left to END of my exams. And I'm still busy catching up on all those I've missed.

All the Z monsters and King Laziness seem to be attacking me at the same time.

Will I make it?

Last sem was very bad. I seriously don't want this sem to be worse.

It's time for me to put my mugging mode to full throttle.

For that I will need to reduce my distractions.

Reduce my entertainment.

Just for this month.

If somebody finds me slacking, or playing too much, please scold me.

Please punch me.

Hit me, kick me.

I'm serious.

1 month.

Let me achieve God-Mode!!

Random Updates

Just thought I'd post some random updates on my life since I hadn't been blogging for so long.

Got first for pair go.

Yay.

Ok, yeah there weren't many participants, but I'm still quite happy.

And pair go is quite fun, because there are many more possibilities than just playing alone.

I hope they will still hold the international pair go competition this year, so that I can participate.

Next thing.

My CAs.

I think I've screwed up almost all my CAs.

Especially MoM.

For that I didn't know how to do the question totally.

And for almost all my modules I'm lagging behind by a lot.

Except maybe Korean.

What to do?

Final exam in 1 month's time.

I really really really REALLY need to buck up.

Seriously.

And my sleep cycle.

I'm starting to sleep too much again.

So much that I will think it's a waste to sleep the next day.

I know it can't go on like this but sometimes it's hard to control.

Sometimes I just can't sleep.

Sometimes I just can't wake up.

And I had a 17 year old tell me I don't have enough willpower.

Yes maybe.

That's true.

I also think so.

I need more willpower.

I mean I need to generate more willpower.

やるき。

Good thing is that I recently discovered a good way to wake up.

Still in the midst of testing it out.

Hopefully it works.

The KBOX we went after pair go.

It was very crazy.

Crazy House Chuah.

Crazy and fun night.

However, I think next time we need to set some ground rules.

1. Each person can only put 1 song at a time. DON'T put soooo many songs that we can't even sing finish.

2. Only one person should be singing at a time, except for those songs that require two persons. Wouldn't it sound nicer that way? And it's also a form of respect for the person singing.

3. PLEASE DO NOT SHOUT INTO THE MIKE.

Yup, other than the stuff mentioned above, it was still quite fun~