Thursday, May 26, 2011

Jump and Body and World Amateur

Finally, the day is here.

For me to take my RT-IPPT.

However, to my huge disappointment, I failed again...

There goes my plan of passing my IPPT before my Japan trip.

And I have to call up the NS Call Centre to extend my RT cycle because I'm not able to complete in time.

All because of the stupid Standing Broad Jump.

I passed it last time, why did I fail it this time!!??

Maybe it was due to a wrong choice... I shouldn't have left it to the last... I should have done it first...

Yeah, that was the losing move.

Now I don't know what's going to happen.

I'm just waiting for my unit to call me.

It's impossible for me to complete the remaining RT sessions within these few months.

Let's just hope I don't get charged...



I know I've said this so many times.

But really... something is wrong with my body.

I can feel it.

I can feel something going on inside my body.

Just that I don't know what it is exactly.

Puberty?

I sure hope so.



Flying off to Japan for World Amateur really soon.

Sorry for not uploading so many of the photos...

I'll get them settled either in Japan or after I come back.

I don't really think I'll do well this time.

My Go really sucks recently.

I don't know my level drop until where already.

If I can play every game seriously and enjoy them, I'm happy enough.

I wish myself good luck.

Friday, May 6, 2011

The Battle

Starts.



And I'm MORE unprepared than usual.

Monday, May 2, 2011

Mug


Zen is in the process of mugging.

Please do not disturb.

Please disturb, however, if you discover he's not mugging.

Please also disturb him in the morning so that he'll wake up.

Please also celebrate together with him when his exam ends.

Because he may only enjoy the happiness for a while.

Before the results come.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Exam, Knife and Love

Had my last CA for FE1007 today.

Screwed it up.

Maths is supposed to be fun.

But careless mistakes always ruin the fun.

I forgot to do a simple step, and just sat there for 15 minutes without knowing how to start the question.

How stupid can I get?

I have another speech and Korean listening test coming up.

After that it's the finals.

I look forward to the life after exams.

Only if I'm in the mood to enjoy it, though.



I was going to draft my speech before I sleep.

But two things caught my attention.

One is the news of an NTU student attempting suicide today.

Apparently she was found with knife inside her head.

KNIFE INSIDE HEAD??

That's like some horror movie.

Now she's in the hospital.

I wonder what caused her to try to die in such a gruesome way...

Stress?

I don't know...

But I hope people can treasure their lives more...

You only get to live once...



Another thing was Miaojing's updates on her birthday event.

Sadly, I have been so busy mugging that I forgot about her birthday.

Apparently I haven't been checking facebook recently.

I don't know why but I'm just bad at remembering people's birthdays.

And names.

The only thing I'm good at remembering are faces.

Anyway, so she shared some pics taken during her birthday party.

Apparently her bf had given her a very huge surprise.

And she was touched.

Yeah, it was just like a scenario that I thought would only happen in a love drama.

If I were a girl, I'd be touched too.

Not to mean anything, but she really became very beautiful after finding a bf.

So it's true that women get prettier when they are in love.

I feel happy for her finding the right guy.

At the same time, I'm also a bit envious, despite me being a guy.

I don't think I would be able to do to someone I like what her bf did.

Thinking about it made me a bit sad.


Once again, congrats!

And happy belated birthday!

Monday, April 25, 2011

Soy Sauce

Ok, sorry.

I take back what I said in my previous post.

I think I am a very bad guy.

So bad that sometimes I'm totally disgusted by what's in my mind.

Yes I'm a very dangerous person.

Come near me if you dare.


Nothing much to update nowadays.

Just still busy mugging as usual.

Next week is the last week before exams.

Doomsday is coming soon.

Yeah, I know I'm totally doomed already.

But thinking that way won't help.

So it's better to spend more time mugging.

Do as much as I can.

I find it quite ironic that I need HMK1 Korean Language, which I intended to S/U, to help me pull up my grades now. That's the module I'm doing best so far...



Played another day with pink stones at HwaChong.

Somehow I got champion.

But the Go I played was utterly bad.

One game I was leading by a huge amount, but in the end I screwed up and had to resort to winning by time.

I hated it.

The game I played with Yifei today also.

I was winning but made a move without even thinking.

In the end almost lost.

I'm not happy with almost 80% of all recent games I play.

Another off form period for Sadaharu?

I don't know.

And I don't really have time to worry about this now.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Good and Bad

Sometimes.

I think I am a good guy.

Just that.

It may not be a good thing.




Only less than 1 month left to END of my exams. And I'm still busy catching up on all those I've missed.

All the Z monsters and King Laziness seem to be attacking me at the same time.

Will I make it?

Last sem was very bad. I seriously don't want this sem to be worse.

It's time for me to put my mugging mode to full throttle.

For that I will need to reduce my distractions.

Reduce my entertainment.

Just for this month.

If somebody finds me slacking, or playing too much, please scold me.

Please punch me.

Hit me, kick me.

I'm serious.

1 month.

Let me achieve God-Mode!!

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Random Updates

Just thought I'd post some random updates on my life since I hadn't been blogging for so long.



Got first for pair go.

Yay.

Ok, yeah there weren't many participants, but I'm still quite happy.

And pair go is quite fun, because there are many more possibilities than just playing alone.

I hope they will still hold the international pair go competition this year, so that I can participate.



Next thing.

My CAs.

I think I've screwed up almost all my CAs.

Especially MoM.

For that I didn't know how to do the question totally.

And for almost all my modules I'm lagging behind by a lot.

Except maybe Korean.

What to do?

Final exam in 1 month's time.

I really really really REALLY need to buck up.

Seriously.



And my sleep cycle.

I'm starting to sleep too much again.

So much that I will think it's a waste to sleep the next day.

I know it can't go on like this but sometimes it's hard to control.

Sometimes I just can't sleep.

Sometimes I just can't wake up.

And I had a 17 year old tell me I don't have enough willpower.

Yes maybe.

That's true.

I also think so.

I need more willpower.

I mean I need to generate more willpower.

やるき。

Good thing is that I recently discovered a good way to wake up.

Still in the midst of testing it out.

Hopefully it works.



The KBOX we went after pair go.

It was very crazy.

Crazy House Chuah.

Crazy and fun night.

However, I think next time we need to set some ground rules.

1. Each person can only put 1 song at a time. DON'T put soooo many songs that we can't even sing finish.

2. Only one person should be singing at a time, except for those songs that require two persons. Wouldn't it sound nicer that way? And it's also a form of respect for the person singing.

3. PLEASE DO NOT SHOUT INTO THE MIKE.

Yup, other than the stuff mentioned above, it was still quite fun~

Sunday, March 20, 2011

22nd


I'm 22 years' old now.

I have two 2's, and yet I'm still a 1.

But that doesn't feel so important right now.

This year's birthday was kind of... gloomy.

I didn't even have the mood to hold a birthday party like last year.

I didn't even invite my friends to my house.

Because, I feel that, so many people are suffering out there, how can I be so selfish as to enjoy myself?

Yes I really felt that way.

Tsunami, earthquake, Nuclear Leaks, disaster after disaster...

I'm glad my friends and their families are alright, but there are many people still suffering.

Death toll increases day by day.

Nuclear problem still not settled and many people still living in fears.

Many people can't even find the bodies of their loved ones.

Tell me, how can I enjoy my birthday in such a situation?

Thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes.

But I really can't say that this year's birthday was a happy one.

I really really hope that all these will be over soon.

Pray for Japan.

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Tokyo 2011

I'll just skip the introductions and briefly write about my trip this time in chronological order.

2011.02.28 Day 1


Reached Tokyo at around 8 am in the morning. The announcement said that it was 6°C, which really scared me. I didn't even dare to walk out of the airport. The cold wind from outside prevented me from even going near the doors.

I needed to wait for Wang Zhuo and Zhao Wei from China, who will be reaching in the afternoon, before making our way to the hotel. So I just walked around, bought Shonen Jump and Magazine, sat down to read, and took some rest. It was then that I realised that things like Shonen Jump was one of the cheapest things I can find in Japan. Amazing.


Food at airport was not cheap. Some 900 yen for a soba plus small bowl of rice. But it was very delicious. It made me realise that I've not been eating delicious stuff for very long. It was also the first time I ate soba contained in soup. Kitsune Soba. Yummy~

Wang Zhuo and Zhao Wei arrived at around 2 pm. I was so worried that I missed them because their plane arrived quite early but they were still not coming out. Luckily I managed to see them. I was able to recognise Wang Zhuo with one look, but as for Zhao Wei, he didn't look like a guy who play weiqi and get champion. I've heard about him before, but... Maybe he was just too skinny...

Getting to the hotel was easier than last year. The information counter gave me clear directions on how to get to Ginza. It took us about one hour plus to get there. Ah, back to this expensive place again. I think if not for this competition, I wouldn't even think about stepping into Ginza.


As far as I can remember, the room was kind of smaller than last year's. Other than the bed and table, there was almost no more space. I'm guessing this year the organisers don't have enough money to go around, so they chose a cheaper hotel? But well at least there's still internet connection, and as long as I have a place to sleep I'm content.


Opening ceremony started at 6pm. I was glad that I saw many familiar faces, and all started calling me kazuki. They also recognised Zhao Wei, the champion 2 years ago, immediately. Among the other players there were also some I've seen before, such as Yang Po Chun and Pan Ning from Taiwan. I've seen Yang Po Chun not long ago in the Thai U-Go, while Pan Ning I've seen her during the Asian Amateur Baduk Championship in 2007. The representative of Japan were also the same people. The world is small indeed.


The day ended with self introduction by everyone and interactions among the players and organisers. I was surprised that the Korean representative, Ham Young Woo, could speak Chinese. My Korean was still too lousy to be able to talk to a Korean. The Korean female player could only speak Korean and a bit of Japanese, so I had difficulty talking to her. I definitely must learn my Korean well after I go back.



2011.03.01 Day 2

Start of competitions.

As usual, I didn't manage to wake up for breakfast.

But that's not important.

Competition venue was the same as last year. Ginza Internet Forum. I still don't know why it's called internet forum though. It's a very nice, cosy place. It was so warm inside that it made me forget about the cold wind blowing outside. Miranti, the player from Indonesia, said that it's still very cold inside the room. We were all kind of shocked.


My opponent for the first round was Sekine Reiko from Japan. She's the Female Oza of last year, and the year before. And according to Zhao Wei, 2 years ago she was also the representative. It shows how strong she is. It seems that she also trained in Korean dojo for about 3 months. I think I also should do that sometimes, and I can practise my Korean there as well.


The game started with a joseki I had forgotten. I thought for sometime but still didn't make the correct move. Luckily she also didn't make the correct move and the game was able to continue. I made some problem moves in mid-game and was quite dangerous, but due to byo-yomi she made some serious mistakes, and as a result I was able to win in the end.

Lunch was bento, which was same as last year. It never fail to amaze me how delicious these bentos can be. I don't think I can find such bentos in Singapore.

My opponent for the next round was Song Yeseui from Korea. Sadly I could only do a bit of self-introduction in Korean. The game started out quite normal, but nearing mid-game I started to make mistakes, and my groups were all very weak. In the end I was unable to withstand her fierce attacks, and lost. No offence but it's amazing how such a cute person can play so well.


Another thing to take note is that Zhao Wei and Ham Youngwoo, two persons who should be fighting for champion, met in the second round. It was totally unexpected for both of them. After a fierce fight, Ham Youngwoo managed to win. Zhao Wei seemed extremely unhappy, and kept replaying the game over and over. It also made me see what the 'champion' level is like.


Night time was free time as usual. Me and the two players from Taiwan and Zhang Yue from US went to a nearby Ramen shop. They used machines to take orders instead of verbally. More effective? Well at least it saves them the effort to write down each person's order manually.


Because I didn't get to eat ramen the last time I came, I just ordered the ramen that looked the most special and with most ingredients. It was very yummy! Much better than the ramen you can find in high class restaurants in Singapore! Japan is indeed a place with great food everywhere.




2011.03.02 Day 3

With the help of Wang Zhuo, I managed to wake up for breakfast. Breakfast at our hotel was simple, just like a full course, the waiter served us each dish one by one. The variety was not as great as last year though, but we could have chosen to go to the other hotel for a buffet breakfast. Too bad even until the last day I didn't manage to eat the buffet.

My first opponent for the day was Wang Zhuo... again. Last year we met in the first round, and this year we are playing again. And then I realised that for the first three rounds I had been playing the female players from the 3 strongest countries, Japan, Korea and China. Is it good or bad luck? I don't know...


This game again started out normal. I was black but I didn't play the same fuseki as last year because I lost that game. However in mid-game I was too eager to start a fight even when white is thick. In the end I didn't gain anything from the fight and ended up with a weak group in the middle. There was nothing much to be played after that.

Second game of the day was against Zhang Yue from US. I thought then that maybe this year I will end up only winning one round... Because Zhang Yue used to aim to be a pro in China, and is quite strong. However it seems like he has been out of touch, and played many problem moves since the beginning. I was also dangerous for one moment, but he made a severe mistake in mid-game, and I was able to win the game.


And that was the end. In the last round, Song and Ham, both from Korea, met each other. It was the champion deciding match. Ham managed to win in mid-game. Song seemed quite upset, because as a result of losing the game she got 4th. Yang Po Chun from Taiwan was 2nd, while Wang Zhuo was 3rd.



I always think that 4 games is a bit too little for a competition. But considering that there are only 16 players, and they have limited resources, I guess it's still reasonable.




After the award presentation, it was the much awaited drinking party. Sadly, Wang Zhuo, Zhao Wei, and Song didn't join the party. This year the place was smaller than last year, but nevertheless it was still very fun. The japanese players were trying very hard to get Ham drunk, but Ham seemed very strong in drinking as well. Even after drinking so much he could still stand up straight. Dirty words and jokes flew all over the place, and there was laughter everywhere. I really enjoy this kind of parties. I should've let go of myself, and allow myself to go crazy together with the rest. Hmm maybe I didn't drink enough =p




After the drinking party there was still the second party. We went to the same place as last year for Karaoke. Personally I didn't sing enough but all the weird and crazy dances really made me laugh. These people really know how to have fun!


There was one person who lost consciousness and kept vomiting though. I wonder if she's alright now.



2011.03.03 Day 4

After a night of crazy dancing and singing, day 4 was the day for sightseeing. Of course not as fun as drinking, but it was necessary. We went to the National Park (I don't know how to call that place). It was sort of like an imperial palace. Nothing much to see there actually. Just nice scenery. And a very big Sakura tree! A very nice to place to take group photo.




After lunch we went to a shrine nearby. I drew lots there, and it came out 大吉, which is the best one can get. It was 恋みくじ (lots that will tell how your love life goes) actually, so I was a bit happy. But as for how it will turn out in real life, I'm not sure.


In the afternoon we went to the Nihon Kiin, and it was free time from then onwards. This year I didn't buy as many books as last year, because last year I bought so many that I had difficulty carrying them home. I only bought two fans and some small books.


Even though it was free time it seemed like everybody didn't know where to go. So basically we dispersed into two teams. One visiting a dojo nearby, and another going Karaoke. I of course joined the dojo group, because I have never seen a dojo in Japan before. It was quite a small place, somewhere I wouldn't expect a dojo to be. The goban also seemed very old, and when we reached there was nobody there but a girl playing out professional games.


There, we got a professional player, Mr Ohashi, 5p, to review Ham's game. He seemed to be on good terms with Ham, and very actively gave opinions. A very small kid, who was a student of the dojo, also joined in the discussion. From the opinions he gave, I could see that he was very strong.

After that we went to join the rest in Karaoke and dinner. It was more like another drinking party rather than dinner though. We played many drinking games, including the I Love You game. Just like one of the staff said, there was no boundary at all in drinking games. =)

After that we split into two groups again. One going back hotel, and the other going for second party. I of course joined the second party group. We made our way to another Karaoke place, and stayed there until 5 am. At around 3 am nobody was actually singing already, and some were playing Go, me included. Mr Ohashi also gave some tsumegos for us to solve. It was a fun and crazy night~




2011.03.04 Day 5 (Last Day)

The last day.

The day we had to leave.

On this day I reached the hotel at around 6 am. Slept for a while and woke at 10 am to pack my stuff. We had to check out at 11 am.

The staff was waiting for us at the hotel lobby. They passed us our Kifu collections, which includes some of our photos printed out. It was a very elaborate job. I like it very much. After taking a group photo with them, it was time to leave.

Me, Zhao Wei and Wang Zhuo's flight was at 7.30 in the evening, so we went to Akihabara to take a walk before making our way to the airport. We reached the airport quite late, so I didn't really have time to buy many things.



I have to say, the trip this time was much more fun than last year. I think it's mainly because I was able converse more with everyone, especially with the staff in Japanese. And all the staff were calling me by my Japanese name, Kazuki, so I felt that I'm recognised. I don't think many people can understand my feelings, but I really felt happy. =D

There are some regrets though, one of them being the fact that I was still only able to win 2 games out of 4. Yes my opponents were strong, but that doesn't mean I don't stand a chance and I should lose. The difference between me and people like Zhao Wei is still quite huge, and I must strive to close this difference. I hope by next year, this gap would have closed by a little.

Yeah, I definitely hope to come again next year =D



Monday, February 28, 2011

Oza and WAGC


I actually got selected for WAGC this year.

I think luck played a great part. Players like Jc and Yuxiang didn't even join the selection.

But still, I'm still quite happy, as it's the first time I'm going for this competition.

It's held in end of May, right after my exams.

I will definitely do my best.

But first, I must deal with this Student Oza.

I was intending to do at least better than last year, which means win more than 2 games.

But after seeing so many strong faces, I found out that it's quite hard to achieve...

So I guess I can only do my best.

I'm glad, though, that there are many familiar faces.

I think this year's gonna be quite fun again~